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Michelle
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United Kingdom
Digital anime artist from England, just about improved my style enough to seem more professional with a tablet. I also do photography, which is seperate on flickr. My official website is coming end of September 2011.

Most of my work is original art from my own imagination with a little fanart of my favourite shows and people.
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So my relationship has ended after six months. I have been taken for a ride. Turns out he is narcissistic and was using his best friends death as an excuse to push me away.

The only reason he broke it off is cos I told him what I felt was going on, which was my mental health was getting worse cos of him being 'depressed' or more of an arsehole and as he put it, he was in 'shock'. Narcissists don't like hearing the truth from the other person. He first promised we'd go on break, but that was just to make it easier for him to break it off with me at some point. I tried reasoning with him, but it was like talking to a brick wall.

It hurt for a while, but someone spelt it out for me, what he was and what he was doing and now my depression and anxiety are at ease and thanks to being with friends I have my confidence back.

Only thing is I don't think I could move on again for a while. I really loved him. Well the fake side of him. When his true self was coming out, I was feeling so ashamed and he even embarrassed me a bit. He kept breaking promises and usually he was only trying to get me into bed. I made sure it was only when I wanted to. I wouldn't let him control me.

I had seen him since the break up, which was at a pub we both are fond of, he didn't stick around for more than a minute. He definitely knew I was there. I feel a lot of anger and our paths cross again, I don't know what I'd do.

  • Mood: Vengeful
  • Listening to: Milke Snow - Animal
  • Watching: Doctor who
  • Playing: Family Guy iPad
  • Eating: chocolate
  • Drinking: Coke

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Yodon Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2014  Student Digital Artist
thx for the watch
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MangakaMaiden Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
no problemo :)
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AlexKnight Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2013   General Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUN!!! I WISH YOU THE BEST, :hug: Stay Tuned for your gift! :hug:
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Yurii-and-Noisette Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav :iconlazeplz:
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MangakaMaiden Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
no problem :3
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