Well after a month of not receiving shifts at the hotel, I decided to enough is enough, I need proper work. I got myself 2 part time jobs. One cleaning a pub and the other cleaning a school. I've had to live on my savings til things pick up again, which has been annoying, but I will get there.
A few weeks ago I met a new man and we hit it off right away. The new job situation hasn't yet made it easy when it comes to sleepovers, but I will work something out. Unfortunately I also found he suffers from insomnia and he did keep me awake. So until it settles, I don't know if I can sleep at his just yet as I do like my sleep. I can understand his problem though, since I suffered from it a couple of years ago.
We are taking things steady. It does feel different this time as it's only been 11 months since my last relationship and I just want to concentrate on myself more at the moment, with his support of course.
I do see this relationship working and he does seem more serious about it more than my exes ever did. Maybe I can finally move out of my family home.